不喜歡懷疑什麼 

並不表示我 沒有感受

看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同

我不是生氣 只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了

但越解釋越 覺得難過

你可以說人會變但不能說

你會這麼做 是我的錯

Chorus

哭過就好了傷都會好的

這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨

愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手

不是為了爭吵　為了調頭

哭過就好了

痛都會走的

記憶有限　所以它會淘汰壞的

失眠聽歌 想念雖然苦澀

還是謝謝你讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷

要找勇氣卻不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某個地方

哭過就好了

痛都會走的

記憶有限　所以它會淘汰壞的

失眠聽歌　想念雖然苦澀

還是謝謝你讓我長大了

Kind of summarises what I am feeling now. But still, I know I should be moving on after this weekend, its the exams week soon. I’m sure good results will make him happy too~~~

Happy that LWY won 2 big awards and 3 awards in total!! Bought the tix like in august? Was at the scene, and really, SHA this year was a blast Something to keep me away from thinking.

Oh well. Shall miss her.. SHe’s coming back in Dec! For now.. I can’t wait for exams and everything to be over first.

奇怪。。 怎麽自己頻頻想要哭呢？又沒發生什麽事。。

多三個星期。。 加油吧。好想放棄，但是直到最後一刻，我知道我不能這麽做。。

Dang sent me the Paper Chase song via email that day. Really appreciated it because its been  bad semester, and I’ve been feeling emo for the entire week. Got to really brace up for more, 3 presentations and 1 assignment next week, still have the reports and lesson plans due. Dang, do take care of yourself ya? Dun think so much! Ok.. I guess I’m not exactly the best person to say that thought..

I miss my college and sec sch days.

The recent flu has drawn another conclusion, that I shall not slog like madness again. I’m sick of falling sick when I shouldn’t be sick! I don’t want to care about my results alr, just give me my degree. I won’t give up the fight, but I just want to take it more easy..

Biostats project, revision, Biochem project, Chem lesson plans, worksheets and reviews. Biochem quiz next week.

Seriously, its the reason why my flu is not gg away. I feel so drained everyday. Just looking at everything.

Piano yest. Ok, I din practise again, could tell the Soph was getting a lil pek chek. I guess I really need better time management, but the prob is the students always leave my house only at 10++ these days coz of exams. WTH. Where got time to prac piano lidat?

Ok. Stop ranting.

 Back to theory.

And I’m not spared from it. =x Was coughing so badly that the chest muscles ached! =x MC was much appreciated.. at least I can rest for a day =x

Jiayou ppl, while u all are slogging, do rem to take care of yourselves! Vit C! Water!

Met up with Vernice yest before Ed Psych for lunch. Went Sakae. I miss a lot of my fav foods there, could only eat tofu and chawanmushi. Even sushi I had to take it apart and spend 30 mins on a plate! The eating process was harder than I thought, and more taxing than eating itself. Oh well. Got to survive for 2 weeks I guess?

Kk. Sleep time. Shall wake up earlier to do work 2mr. And not go for ACB. Tata.

Hahahaha. Yes I officially have metal wires and brackets in my teeth now with hot pink elastics LOL. Funny thing was the dentist actually chose the colour for me hahaha. I was kind of distracted from the discomfort by my curiousity of all the equipment and what ever BIG construction he was doing, so more or less, I actually enjoyed the process! Ok, I doubt this will last though =P

ANyway, Cause for celebration:

I’ve finally finished that stupid AMX! LOL. Took eons and dunno how much sleep I forgone for this. Ok, everyone did. So good job to everyone who finished AMX alr! And jiayou for those who haven’t!

Also submitted (and in a sense, completed the course requirement) for ACB! Which is a course that really worries me, because I really have to read up the O level text in detail now, and be more aware of what sentences are conceptually wrong. Oh well.

Next up:

Biostats + ACY + Biochem + Quiz + Ed Psych

Jiayou jiayou!

Finally. Peaceful sleep for today.

Ok, a lot of things to be done by this week. AMX on China, readings (which I am lagging behind), and that sickening, ungraded ACY review. 1000 words. You think we are word-churning machines?!!?!

Ok.. Just ranting. Hehehe.

Met up with Kitty yest! Like finally after how many times we tried to arrange for a meeting.. since the Sept hols? LOL. I guess we’re both too busy! LOL. Dinner wif her was a happy thing though I must admit, I was feeling very tired from school. Slowly munched my way across those sushi plates hahaha!

Plus, I think really some ppl ( I wun mention names) should just take the initiative to record down meetings and stuff so that he/she will not forget. Or at the very least, if you think your memory space has N GB, then REMEMBER that this is a freaking graded project. It concerns all of us, NOT just you. FYI, I must admit, I’m results orientated, or maybe, you alr know it, just that you just freaking can’t be bothered right? So whatever suggestions we try to bring up you just wanna put in something and dun initiate right? You really a smart arse.

I hate freeloaders. I’m not saying I dun make mistakes too, but at least, I admit I am wrong to others, and not just one person when you are part of a group. FYI, your actions are super irritating and is driving us (NOT JUST ME) u to wall, and I’m everrrr so proud to mention that man!

Ok. Whatever the case.  

My teeth feels weird now that metal anchors (or whatever u call them) have been put in. Ok, maybe that’s why I’m fed up.