Pardon this entry unless you’re equally a fanatic like me over idols. Hehehe!

Hahaha.. Finally finally.. The album is in my hands, piping hot with the Zhiyin diary!! But why can’t I see the name of the songs when I rip it?? =( Nvm.. Shall put in the effort to type it in hahaha.. Its worth it!! OMG. Auto session is on a Sat Nah.. I’ll go after dance hahaha. Shall get the rest to save a seat for me!! Need to start planning for activities before the meeting on weds and fri! Hahaha. Good, keep myself busy..

And the album really rocks! After waiting for eternity, its finally here! Get to hear more of Wenyin’s cheeky part in one of her songs! LOL. And her rapping skills hahaha. I almost laughed myself off the seat when I first heard of it!

Before collecting the album, bought another theory book. Lost touch alr after a few weeks of no piano! OMG. Time to rebegin my piano practise 2mr after voting and also watching Guang Yin De Gu Shi! LOL!

And I’m getting pimply~~~~ -_-” Exams aftermath? Too heaty from all the junk food that I took in LOL!

Tingzi, jiayou! Know abt ur assignments, so all the best!!!

To all who haven’t finished exams, jiayou also

I can’t wait to arrange for more meet ups, k-box sessions, volunteer work.. blah blah blah!! Every hols is a release for me and also to make my time more meaningful!!!!!!!!! =D

With the exams over, I suddenly have a lot of time on hand, to the extent that as with every hols, I don’t know what to deal with it! I guess I’m just too used to the busy lifestyle that I’ve always had!

Random thought: Its either the exams were too draining (and of coz, many factors like gong gong) or I just don’t have the stamina that I used to have already. In the past, I can just stay up till the wee hours of the day to study, but not now.. I can’t tahan and must sleep! LOL. Even yest after the late dance session, durign the k box session I was alr tired to the core (not till I sang San Tian San Ye by A-Mei! lol) And even though I had 7 hours of sleep today,  felt so tired when watching the movie wif cuzzie!!

Oh wells. That was just a random thought hahahaha! Can’t wait for 15th dec’s arrival! Having probs wif the itinary though, there’s just too many places to go!!!! LOL! And of coz… budget! HKG!! My dream place.. and home hahahha. Maybe next time I’ll just apply to work there! hahahaha. Nah.. I think I’m far too family-oriented to do that.

Before I worry abt results, its time to fill my hols with volunteering, piano and dance practises, extra courses (jap?) and of coz, sufficient rest and time for myself!!! =)

I wanna go back Bowen… *rants* LOL!

I can’t wait to see Huixuan!!

Ok.. random thoughts.

Time to sleep!

Weee! Liberation!

This had been a challenging semester, challenging my time management as well as my tolerance skills. Juggling with piano, tuition and sudden things that happened really wasn’t easy, especially when it was happening so near the exams. It is really through these tribulations that we learn how to grow, and I really love Wenyin’s song, for the motivational lyrics..

Point is… I’ve 2 mths to spend now! LOL! HK trip here I comeeeeeee!

Till after exams, I’ll try to keep myself off IE..

Leaving you all with wenyin’s 2 other songs! Hahaha. I’m helping to da3 ge1!!!

愛一直存在

【紫玫瑰】電視劇主題曲

主唱：梁文音

歌詞

那天我揚起帆　
想看看未知的海
心裡很多話想說　說不出來　
雖然我臉上看不出來

天空一樣蔚藍　卻換了多少雲彩
那時的你讓我幸福　百分百　
是否為我等待

＊我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想Say Goodbye
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛　都在

站在你的門外　我卻幸福在徘徊
心裡很多話想說　說不出來　
但我想你一定都明白

時間過的好快　(時間過的好快)
想念卻不曾更改
現在的你是否幸福　百分百　
我應該怎麼猜

REPEAT＊

愛一直存在

2.親愛的是我

詞: 馬嵩惟
曲: 曾一鳴
紫玫瑰插曲

你絕望的那一天　門關的很輕
我卻從沒聽見妳流淚聲音
守著我背影　原來是妳　一直是妳
越是來不及　越責怪自己沒有說

好想說親愛的是我　愛如何哭著問候不顫抖
曾在泥濘背著我走　又朝陽光背對我走
不再邊笑邊呼喚我

好想說親愛的是我　撕裂回憶比存封還難受
說好聽見回答就走　又怕你只回答就走
像在夢裡回過頭說　親愛的是我　原諒我

窗外晾外的雨衣　還留著雨滴
是我們相依為命最後痕跡
有一些事情　未必不停　就想不起
例如我愛你在大聲喊也沒回音

好想說親愛的是我　撕裂回憶比存封還難受
說好聽見回答就走　又怕你只回答就走
像在夢裡回過頭說　親愛的是我　原諒我

回過頭說　親愛的是我

Counting down to release of WY’s album! LOL… Just nice, 1 day after my last paper!!!

不喜歡懷疑什麼 

並不表示我 沒有感受

看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同

我不是生氣 只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了

但越解釋越 覺得難過

你可以說人會變但不能說

你會這麼做 是我的錯

Chorus

哭過就好了傷都會好的

這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨

愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手

不是為了爭吵　為了調頭

哭過就好了

痛都會走的

記憶有限　所以它會淘汰壞的

失眠聽歌 想念雖然苦澀

還是謝謝你讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷

要找勇氣卻不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某個地方

哭過就好了

痛都會走的

記憶有限　所以它會淘汰壞的

失眠聽歌　想念雖然苦澀

還是謝謝你讓我長大了

Kind of summarises what I am feeling now. But still, I know I should be moving on after this weekend, its the exams week soon. I’m sure good results will make him happy too~~~

Happy that LWY won 2 big awards and 3 awards in total!! Bought the tix like in august? Was at the scene, and really, SHA this year was a blast Something to keep me away from thinking.

Oh well. Shall miss her.. SHe’s coming back in Dec! For now.. I can’t wait for exams and everything to be over first.

奇怪。。 怎麽自己頻頻想要哭呢？又沒發生什麽事。。

多三個星期。。 加油吧。好想放棄，但是直到最後一刻，我知道我不能這麽做。。

Dang sent me the Paper Chase song via email that day. Really appreciated it because its been  bad semester, and I’ve been feeling emo for the entire week. Got to really brace up for more, 3 presentations and 1 assignment next week, still have the reports and lesson plans due. Dang, do take care of yourself ya? Dun think so much! Ok.. I guess I’m not exactly the best person to say that thought..

I miss my college and sec sch days.

The recent flu has drawn another conclusion, that I shall not slog like madness again. I’m sick of falling sick when I shouldn’t be sick! I don’t want to care about my results alr, just give me my degree. I won’t give up the fight, but I just want to take it more easy..